oh, I'm so tired.
ok, when you see that, you are thinking that I am physically tired... and even though that is the case, that's not what I'm talking about. We sang this song last night at youth group...
Cause I'm so tired,
of living for
the kind of love that only comes and goes
but your love, your love,
lasts forever.
and so I fall on my knees to get back on my feet again
and I cry out for you,
would you please speak to me?
I was just thinking, wow, that's like exactly how I feel! I mean, we go through life day to day living for us and our friends and not really thinking about who we're living for, who our actions are for. I mean, I gotta confess, a lot of the things I do are not for God and don't please Him. For instance, there is a specific teacher at school who bugs me to death. I mean, seriously, he bugs me... but lately, I've been thinking... i probably bug people just as much as he bugs me! I hardly ever agree with his decisions, he isn't my favorite person most definitly, but he's still one of God's children who He loves! I have been way too hard on him, I know that now. I have to just let it go and hope for a better teacher next year. I'm going to live for the kind of love, God's love, that lasts forever.
i was also thinking about the impact that worship songs have on me! They mean so much, and I learn so any lessons from them... (i've actually started paying attention to what I'm singing these past two years) And alot of them are straight from scripture! I just love that... that's my two cents worth... happy thursday everybody
Labels: God's love, tiredness, worship songs